Monday, October 25, 2010

fascination with horror movies

So my favorite channel on TV this weekend was syfy. I love it when they play all the horror movies around Halloween, its my favorite. I watched everything from the Saw movies(which are my favorite) to Boogeyman. I can't really explain my fascination for horror movies, they just intrigue me. Especially the ones with the serial killers. Its interesting to see how they're brains work. And the guys that come up with this stuff, must have some freaky dreams or something cause its just so cool to watch what they come up with. I just love it.

A Midsummer Knights Dream(Academic)

The moral of this story is...love is not something that should be chased or forced. Love is something that just happens when the time is right. Regardless of how hard you work to try to make love fit, it will not work out until the right person and right time arrive.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I really really really wanna mac book

I was playing with my cousins mac book all weekend and I got so attached it was hard to let go. It has an LED display screen, a super long lasting battery( the laptop i have now dies in 5 minutes), and a multi touch track pad. I don't even want to use my piece of crap computer anymore now that seen that. I need another job. This weekend is going to be quite busy. Friday when i get out of school I will be going straight to the Fall Festival to help out, there then I'm going to the game to take pictures and paint faces. Saturday, friends from the family are coming all the way from atlanta to spend some time at my house and eat dinner and stuff. Sunday hopefully I can chill.

Courtly Love/ letter Academic Blog

During this argument both man and woman have made good points. However, only one person makes a valid point in the name of courtly love, meaning only one person is right. Since you cannot agree on who is right for yourselves, you have chosen me, Marie, the Countess of Champagne, to decide between the two of you who has the right idea about love.
You both argue whether love exists in marriage, and whether envy between lovers is just. Man, you have said that in most cases love does not exist in marriage. Woman you have contended with that opinion by stating that that love develops within the marriage. Or in other words you grow to love your partner that you are married to. Man, believes that love is the uncontrollable desire to want to have sex. Woman says that sex is just another way to strengthen the bond of love. Man believes that love is not something that develops through marriage, love develops before marriage. Man states that jealousy is the nature of love, and without it true love cannot exist. Woman says that love can exist without a sin such as jealousy.
However the rules of courtly love must come into context. Marriage is deterrent to love. Just because you are married doesn’t mean that you should still love the person after you get married. This is basically saying that people do not get married because they love each other. In most cases these marriages are arranged. So if you want to love someone other than your marriage partner, it is perfectly fine in the rules of courtly love. Love cannot exist in an individual who cannot be jealous. You might even call love a sin because it is the envy that keeps it alive. The easy attainment of love makes it of little value, but if the attainment of love is a difficult, it makes the relationship more precious. Man you are trying to attain the love of the Woman, but do want her as a wife. He is trying hard to get her to love him, so he thinks the love will be stronger because of his efforts. However, Woman says she cannot be bound by a double love, another courtly love rule. She is already married to another man, so she believes she cannot love this Man. Using both Man and Woman’s portrayal of the courtly love rules, I have made my decision.
I have chosen the Man as the correct person because I agree with all your beliefs on the courtly love rules. Man, you overrule the Woman because he seems to know more rules about courtly love than the Woman, and you use them wisely against her in your argument. Man has abided by the rules no matter what his true wants may be. He knows the rules well and always has an immediate answer for the woman. Woman may have a point regarding her own opinion, but some of her argument has nothing to do with the rules of courtly love.

You must leave the woman be, for she does not desire to be with you. There is really nothing you can do regarding the arguement even though you are right in most cases. She is a married woman and it is up to her to decide what she wants in life.

Friday, October 8, 2010

Academic #3

The maiden holding the leash is without doubt the monster in the equation. The dragon is being lead by her and she has lead him to be killed by the knight. The dragon obviously, by the look in his eyes, is not even fighting back which shows he has no contempt for the night or wanted to destroy him. The knight just automatically assumes because he is a dragon he is dangerous and is going to attack. The maiden is not even attempting to try and stop the attack which shows that she wanted it to happen.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Obsession (personal)

There is never a moment when it's not on your mind
It's thought about, dreamt about, talked about
You can't steer away
For you find it on another road
You've given it your world, now give it back
You don't want it in your life
But you just want it to want you in yours
You are miserable with it
Miserable without it
Control me?
That power you have